Monday, August 29, 2011

Rants All Over

Okay, so I haven't been blogging about my personal life. Yeah, I can get too personal with Big Bang, but Big Bang really is not part of my personal life. They don't even know me. I'm supposed to be blogging about Kobe's birthday on the 23rd and how we awesomely celebrated it, but the universe knows how lazy my butt can be. Besides, I have been totally busy with our International Relations Midterm exam (as if), which is absolutely difficult and LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG. Plus, time-management is a never-learned lesson for me. I don't know how to friggin' manage my time. I'm up all night until the break of dawn, but I don't finish a darn thing. I'm lame like that. I don't even have time to groom myself, anymore. Not exercising proper hygiene, lately. Hush Hush.

I sleep at around 4 in the morning and wake up at around 1 in the afternoon for four consecutive days, now. My mom has been rambling about my sleeping habit, but I just tell her, "That's how I roll". Yeah, like that's a cool thing. It's not!!! Sleeping late for reasons not of partying all night is never cool. NEVER. Even if I try to sleep at 4am, I can't friggin' sleep anymore. I can hear the rooster's cock-a-doodle-doo, and my eyes are still wide open like I'm trying to copy my seatmate's answers during exams. I'm so tired.

I am so caught up with this lame reason that I'm doing school stuff every time my mom reprimands me, when in fact, I am just tweeting all night, downloading songs, watching videos, and reading blogs. When she comes over and peeks at my lappy's screen, I just click Microsoft Word and show her my unfinished work. Trying my best to look like I'm stressed and having a hard time. Although, I am really stressed out and I'm definitely having a hard time with these school stuff.

Argh! I am so angry at myself for always failing myself. My Sunday's supposed to be my rest and relax day. I planned to attend a church mass, go to the salon, have a mani-pedi, cut my hair, have it permed and dyed. Guess what? I woke up at 2pm, and my mom was even the one who woke me up. My whole Sunday plan is destroyed. I'm stuck at home watching Khloe and Lamar, downloading Hyrbrid Theory and Meteora albums of Linkin Park, watching Knight and Day, and UFC RIO.

At least I did awesome, despite destroying my whole Sunday schedule. Khloe and Lamar is so interesting. Maybe because I love Lamar Odom, coz he's a Laker, and Khloe Kardashian has always been an interesting doll. Plus, I'm a Hybrid Theory fan. It's awesome! It means that I've been a fan of Linkin Park since they started, coz Hybrid Theory is their first album. I was still about 8, then, when I started listening to Linkin Park's amazing rock. Knight and Day is such a hilarious and action-packed movie. I love every scene of it. UFC RIO, Silva vs. Okami is awesome! Silva is just the most awesome/the best UFC fighter in the whole world! But GSP will always be my number 1 UFC love/idol.

And oh, I'm proud that I have accomplished something today. Although I promised not to do any school work today, I decided to break that. Since my whole plan will not push through, I better do something to punish myself. I finished my individual output about our OJT for Public Administration. Haha, it's easy, so no sweat. IR's difficult, so I'll work on that later.

Okay, rants over!! I have so much more to rant about, but clock's ticking. I NEED to sleep, now. I will try to wake up early tomorrow. By early, I mean wake up at least not before noontime. My sissy Ira and I planned to go to the salon tomorrow. Oops, I mean, later today. Haha. I don't want her day plan destroyed because of me. And oh, my sister is a registered nurse. She passed the recent board exam. So proud and happy for her. Thank you, Lord. We believe.

Hasta la vista, baby!


  1. burying yourself to twitter, facebook and blogs but when mom peeks at what you're doing, microsoft word is just a click away. HAHA! i do that too!!!!! :P

  2. @anina plenos just checking out if my Reply option is working. haha